Here’s the thing. This is it. Are you ready? I’m about to
tell you.
Life, as we might interpret it, like transient reflections of a dimly
lit candle flickering on the mirror of eternity, is hard to pin down. We talk
about Life like it’s some mysterious person that we met a coffee shop but at the same
conceptualize it far more than a personality would be. We talk about Life
“doing” this to us and “giving” such and such and performing all sorts of varieties
of incredible and not so incredible feats of victory and dilemma in our worlds.
How strange that we know “Life” so intimately but yet never cease to be
disappointed by tragedy or amazed at galaxies or riveted at sunlight passing
through the trees on an afternoon drive. In fact, the more I think about, this
Life that we all debate and analyze and talk about and dissect is probably far
more active and reactionary than we are, the individuals supposed to be in
command (‘supposed’ to be, a term used loosely) of interpreting our own
existence, and in my opinion, that would be awful- to have created a concept
that dominated our own reality. But that’s what happens when we, the individual,
create our own reality, our own rules for how to exist and how to interpret
what Life innately is. So this is my fear: that we allow life to “happen” to us
and that Life gets to do more “living” than we do because how can we control
all of Life’s seemingly random, unforeseen events? How do we attach purpose to
purposelessness? How can we pretend to exercise authority over something that we have no real control over?
But we can’t live there either- in the grays, I mean. So
it’s midnight and I’ve arrived at two possible stations: either Life is
fabricated by our own psychology (which is limited by our own mortality, thus
meaningless without an absolute foundation) or it was given by an Eternal,
Absolute, Creator who could and who had, not only all the power and life to
give, but also the ability to set the parameters for our understanding of its
reality.
And if this is true, and the patterns and systems of our rational and logical
universe remain consistent, is not in vain but is, on the contrary, saturated
with purpose.
A lot of scholars and figures in higher education would like to
make you believe that your existence is nothing more than a fleeting narrative
produced by a few million synapses and neurons relaying and sending sensory
information from the external world, that’s in turn interpreted by higher
functioning regions in the homo sapien brain that reason more complexly and
effectively than their past evolutionary counterparts, and that, in short, your
life is material, and ultimately meaningless, no matter how advanced our
chocolate ice cream engineering skills become (Although they’ll never out
rightly disagree, unless they are sold out completely to nihilism-which is
extremely braver than adopting Christianity or faith in general for that
matter).
So there it is logically. You can decide whether a) swim in
a sea of chance and concepts and vague definitions of what you are and why you
are and what life truly is and revel in suspension, or you can choose option b)
to accept that Life in the human experience is different than just existing,
and that Life on Earth was created with certain parameters, purposes,
foundations and reasons that will inevitably lead us back to its original
Creator like train tracks lead its passengers to a final destination, (not like
the creepy horror-death films) but a radiant city paved with the purest gold,
exploding with resplendent light. And what’s more, what if I told you we could
actually call this Creator by name and even more astoundingly, He actually
wanted a relationship with us?
He never meant to confuse anyone. Sometimes we just think we
invented Life, and when you stop and really think about it, that’s actually
kind of absurd and you really don’t believe that, do you?
So I promise, you will arrive safely home if you acknowledge
that the train is the Life God gave you and the tracks were the Words He wrote
down to guide you back.
And the meaning of life is this: stay on the train, pick up
your map, grab some passengers to take with you, love them and ride that train
back home.
He’s waiting and His name is Jesus.
Very thought-provoking and very well written I enjoyed reading it!
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